Was beaten by a girl who had long gone. Sent a chill to the deepest part of the chest. Then, was beaten again by a girl who got engaged, married another and remarried another. It brought tears to the eyes because it hurt so much. The feeling of knowing he had spare his heart to someone else was so unbearable. I didn’t know how it would be if ever I have to face this part of his past. All I want is for him to love me and just me. Those are feeling no words could explain and justify.