Hurt, I was.
The planned was not to reply his text and not to answer his call. Just to let him realize how ok I’m.
Answering his calls after the fifth miscalled. I could just ignore him for the rest of the day or until he text me back. But, I couldn’t bring myself to let him worried about me or letting him feel sad thinking about me. I just can’t hurt him. As much as I want to retaliate, I just can’t. It never feel right.
The feelings of not owning him or not deserving to treat him in such ways were so great and weaken me.
He is a gift. Period.
p/s: I love you too. Always!