Sunday, December 23, 2012

aftrer the sun is setting....

it will be Mr.Darcy
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Mr Darcy & heels.

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

the desk.

The office is where I spent most of my time with. Used to came in before the sun up and went back after the sun goes off. Today, will be leaving the office particularly my desk ask a girl who afraid of tomorrow. Period. Will come back as a grateful and blissful wife so I could become a more dutiful employee. InsyaAllah.

Thursday, December 13, 2012

vibe.

I’ll be going to KLCC this lunch break to buy some stamp and some other thing. Then, I got this vibe or sense that I’ll be buying heels because the one I’m always wearing to work already had some tear here and there. Not because the wedding is getting nearer and nearer and I’m so freak out of everything under the sun or not because I’m so denying the fact that I’ll be sharing everything with some man soon or not because I’m so needed that new and shining pair of nice stiletto to sooth me or not because I’m so afraid that he won’t love me once we were married and definitely not because I’m afraid Mr. Darcy won’t let me buy heels or shoes once we get married.

Period.

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Request

I’ll make a request to soon be the one who will do the stock take of the # of heels I have. Can you please forbid me from buying heels until I wear all the favourite heels at least 5 times? Even when I beg you by giving all the nonsense reason? Yeah, reason giving by us to buy those heels/dress/handbags which will end up in the closet is ALL nonsense. But, I’m more than happy to accept if you decide to buy them as a gift.

few days apart...

from for forever...

but, I'm still blushing when he tease me.

still nervous when his eyes meets mine. 

still so clumsy when he had his eyes on me.

but the look in his eyes, make me believe in something...

love.

Monday, December 10, 2012

the bench

I want to go back to that bench… 
   to that evening…
        to freeze that moment...
           and to live happily ever after.

I think I could live with that moment forever.

Thursday, December 06, 2012

to b continued....

Days before the curtain fall, before my life change. I refuse to look at the calendar at all. I don’t want to know what day is today. And of all, my body reacts first. Foods are tasteless, blurry eyes; my sensitive skin getting over sensitive and my mind are constantly drifted away with nonsense. 

I’ve always told myself that I’ve been to the deepest, but now I’m afraid of tomorrow. Because deep in the heart, I want tomorrow to be beautiful. It needed to be that way.

Things said and done; He is still the greatest planner. For whatever it is, He will be there for me and for the rest of us. It is a promise.

Till then.

p/s; to u if u read this and knew this message is for u; wish a wonderful new chapter to u too. U deserve to be happy and may the Greatest Force bless u. InsyaAllah.