Thursday, June 24, 2010

Christian Louboutin

* chill girls, these pictures is only to feed my craving eyes for a good decent shoes, welcome to my secret dream world*

one fact about shoes and woman; every woman would have more than one shoes that they would never wear...

Christian Louboutin is famous for it red sole design, high-end woman's shoes and sky-high heels of at least 12 cm or 4.72 inches.

Louboutin's goal is to make a woman look sexy, beautiful and to make her legs look as long as it can.

Though it is so expensive to buy one, you could get the shoes at roughly RM2++ to RM5++ through E-Bay… But, I'm not so sure if it’s genuine or not. 

Though I could afford it, but it's surely will do some damage to my bone structure in future... plus, it sky-high heels would make it hard for me to find a decently taller Mr.Me... :) and I did not want others to envy my flirtatious heels... but, getting one just for collection will do no harm right?? i just adore it shiny, red-lacquered soles.

* pictures; from
"Life isn't just about roses and cupcakes; it comes with thorn and diabetes.."

Star struck

He is simple
Always understand me; even he is a bit slow sometimes
Have great friends who always know how to make me smile
Always understands what I told him… be it English, Malay, Spanish or Italian
Never bother if I’m checking out another man… George Clooney, Mourinho and My ‘My Body is Wonderland’
Always guide me when I’m lost
Always suggest me what I should cook and also helping me with the ingredients…
Always there for me… not likes any other man who would pretend to be there…

If only I could have someone like him… Mr. Material

my oreo


that boy is just so adorably cute... and sweet like oreo.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

"cinta tu memang terer jadikan kita nampak macam orang bodoh kan?" - Chenta

Google Maps

Have you tried Google Maps?

Someone told me; women are worst in reading maps, estimating the distance and of course driving… I just laughed because he is damn right…

We have maps, analyse it from every direction and still get lost…
We were sometimes hesitate either to or not to take the exit or simpang because we couldn’t justify the distance of the coming vehicles.
Both situations make us a bit of a lousy driver… admit it…

I love Google Maps because I can find the nearest petrol stations, the nearest ATM and help me understand where I’m about to go… I hate if I have to drive without knowing where I headed for… of course I don’t really rely on it but I would try to remember all the noticeable landmarks. It does help sometimes…

One thing it could never help is to find my way home… I mean somewhere where my heart belongs… it's not here or there... somewhere!

little runaway...

Sometimes I wish Malaysia is as big as United States… as free as United States…

So I could just disappear here and go somewhere as a new person… Totally brand new person… new identity, new name, new friends and new everything… Yesterdays could never ever done anything to me… it would only haunt me once in a while as a nightmare… which I could handle I guest…

It’s not hard actually…

- Get your new identity card and any other relevant documents… details of your choice.
- Pack your most essential and valuable stuffs. Load everything inside your car. Erm, no  
  car… just took the bus. So, put everything essential into your bag pack.
- Bring also loads of cash. It's hard to get a jobs nowadays right?
- Sent memo or meet your parents. Others are not important. Ensure them that you will be 
  completely fine… that you will call once in a while.
- Get on the bus and never look back.

See, it’s not that hard right… I saw it in movies so many times.

Too bad, Malaysia is nothing like the US… and never believes anything you saw in TV…

next station... Forever!

What we call someone who isn’t really a friend or boyfriend?

I asked him why he is acting not like himself. He said he didn’t know why or what. But he hopes it’s not the sign for departure. For forever.

How many times in a day you thinking about dead? Thinking about it too hard would make one go insane… so as I heard…

I used to joke around saying ‘drive baik2 ye, saye ni belum kawin lagi…’

Then, I live knowing that I might depart anytime. Be it in 20 years time or tomorrow. We never can tell but I’m ok with it…

Until, I received a call from my client. FYI, I have numbers of back-log clients which I could not find times to open those files. Now I just wish I could live long enough to settle my never ends works. I did not want to die leaving a mess. It’s really not good if you got cursed when you are 6 feet under.


I’m having my dinner over TV last night… by myself

Back then, we weren’t allowed to do so… dine is on the dining table… that was it… it’s how it should be right?

Never mind… we are always in hurry catching times, so as we told ourselves… doing few tasks simultaneously…

While watching my ‘never-would-ever-missed’ and dining, I was thinking… what if I just broke up and my heart was shattered… would I still enjoying the TV and the meal? I may still sit there, watching the TV… but I would miss the jokes and the details. I may not finish my food. It would be stuck into the refrigerator. Then, I would go to bed broken heart and empty stomach…

Or on top of the shattered heart and grieving, I would still laugh over the jokes… catching few details, enjoying and finishing my meal. I would go to bed just like the other day, but with some minor cuts which can’t be seen.

Did I finish my meal? Of course...
Did I sleep well? IF

Just like what Chenta said "cinta tu memang terer jadikan kita nampak macam orang bodoh kan?"

Sunday, June 20, 2010

breakfast at Tiffany's

And I said, "What about 'Breakfast at Tiffany's?'"
She said, "I think I remember the film,
And as I recall, I think, we both kind of liked it."
And I said, "Well that's, the one thing we've got."

I see you, the only one who knew me,
And now your eyes see through me,
I guess I was wrong,
So what now? It's plain to see we're over,
And I hate when things are over,
When so much is left undone.

I've heard the song for the first time last year while listening to
it just stuck to my head ever since then... very nice and sweet song... the MV is old... lol! of course because it was made dated back in 1995... but it was shoot in front of Manhattan's Tiffany... cool! btw, it was sing by Deep Blue Something... Never heard of them? Me either!!

 Yes!!  I'm very much liking it; Tiffany & Co

just as sexy as him

* pictures courtesy  to Mr.Google

Thursday, June 17, 2010

cerita chen-ta paku...

For stranger who knocked on the door

For when happiness being celebrated


For when there is only us

For time that stood still between us

For consolation that ease the heart

For my bestest you always see

For sticking by whenever needed 

For I always know that you are here

For 'I still want to be taken away by your smile after 25 years'

and the paku pakis  we have... :) 

'For heart where it belong'

pictures; Yahoo Group

my life as a vampire's girlfriend...

Dear Diary,

Today will be difficult. It has to be.
I will smile and it will be believable.
This smile will say “I’m fine, thank you”

Yes, I feel much better.


For more of my diaries, please visit The Vampire Diaries

wear sunscreen

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked….You’re not as fat as you imagine.


Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.

Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum.

Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Don’t waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes you’re behind…the race is long, and in the end, it’s only with yourself.

Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your lifethe most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don’t.

what ever you do, don’t congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself eitheryour choices are half chance, so are everybody else’s.

Danceeven if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.

Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them.

Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents; you never know when they’ll be gone for good.

Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.


Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old, and when you do you’ll fantasize that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders. Respect your elders.

Don’t mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it will look 85.

Understand that friends come and go, but for the precious few you should hold on.

Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it’s worth.

* advice dispense by Baz Luhrmann through Sunscreen!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

si mata satu...

 Do you know what or who is si mata satu?? 


I’m not saying that she is Dajjal but...

If you want to know more about it, read Hidemichi No Sekai

Or else, go and pinjam Pendidikan Islam text book from your brother or sister... couldn’t really remember which one… hehe...

Or go and ask any Ustaz…

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

The now ‘Marry Poppin’

“When you need me, but do not want me, then I must stay. When you want me, but no longer need me, then I have to go”
Sorry Miss Marry, but it’s the time for Miss McPhee… yeah, Nanny McPhee with the Big Bang… Small C, Big P.

If you can laugh at almost anything, you will enjoy this… overall, it’s entertaining, touching and have some good family value in it. Except for the piglets. If you are not piglets fan, you would experience few eeeuwwww moments half way of it… eeeuwww!!!

My Memorable Quotes

“Ginger beer? Ginger beer?” asks Vincent to his siblings and cousin when the mother said she will buy ginger beer for their day out tomorrow…

“These are my best but you could use it for everyday…” said Megsie when she handed her best dress to Celia because she has nothing to wear…

"I know my dad is still alive because I feel it in my bones...”

"We are in the land of Poo. Duck poo, cow poo, goat poo... " answered Cyril when Celia asked him where they are...

The sweet niblets
They just adorable and gosh! sweetness…

 The siblings; Megsie Green, Vincent Green & Norman Green

 "the poo kids"

The cousins; Celia Gray & Cyril Gray

 "the city kids"

The Nanny McPhee
Nanny McPhee 5 lesson:- 

First lesson - To go to bed when they are told (and say please) 
Second lesson - To get up when they are told 
Third lesson - To get dressed when they are told 
Fourth lesson - To listen (and say thank you) 
Fifth lesson - To do as they are told 

Upon completing the entire five lessons, Nanny McPhee miraculously transformed into a beautiful lady… its magical!! 

Deja Vu...

 I've seen this scene before... but couldn't remember which movie....


sweet niblets ; sweet and adorable young kids

Saturday, June 12, 2010

mean-est Q

One of the mean-est questions ever is ‘bila nk kawin?’

Bla… bla… bla… 

But haven’t you heard???


Most of the handsome men are gay

The handsome men but not gay are taken

The straight handsome men which are not married are somehow shy or coward or never make the first move or worst is automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative

The men who are not so handsome but are nice have no $$$$

The men who are nice enough don't think we are beautiful enough.

The average Joe always chicken out if we somehow better then them in anything...

Friday, June 11, 2010

still want to be taken away by your smile after 25 years..

'x yah la kawin Ros…' ym-ed someone (we know each other through FB for a strange reason) when I said I’m not married yet…

ape nie? Terus rase cam malas nk tlg kakak tu lagi… (monolog dlm hati)
What about my kids? What about my dream job? What about ‘I still want to be taken away by your smile after 25 years’, what about all the goodness of marriage that I’ve been told about?
I just typed ‘hehe..’

I should told her that there is nothing wrong about marriage… it’s the people who should take the blame for failing it… but, her ship is about to sink… no use for me to told her that the situation might be different given different ocean and captain… so, I’m saving my thought for myself… and future kids.

The world today may seem creepy, bad and frightening… but, tepuk dada tanya selera iman...

i wanna be a Billionaire

.. so fricking bad
Buy all of the things I never had
Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen...

before you said anything about me ang him.. :) read Man With Charm and Summer Love
his late father's worth about RM300 billion... as to what they said... RM is depreciating a bit fast i guest... lol!!

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Reason why all single girl should go and watch WORLD CUP 2010

Azzurri? Wrong!
Wayne Rooney? Lol!! He is not going anywhere with his…. But wrong!
Jose Mourinho? He is not there dear… Wrong!
1Malaysia team? What???? Wrong!
CR7? WRONG!!!!!

A friend asked me why I’m always single and available… sort of a question la… I told him it’s not that I really heart to but… just click and read those print screens.

These ym print screen (I’m a bit obsessed with print screen nowadays because I just know how to... ok, a bit lambat right…) just proved that girl should know more about football… more than who is hot, who is dating whom and others. If you want to know how the boys play it… I mean how… (Sorry, I couldn’t really write my thoughts; I’m a bit off lately…) but, you got what he tried to tell me right?

I seriously need a fresh start I guest… Gosh!!!!!! 


Now I know why those Azzurri are so obsess with me… I’m stuck with Azzurri despite their slow starter and finishing problems. It’s dated back in 1982. It goes like this; on one fine Monday morning on 20th June 1982, a sweet little girl was born in Malacca. Not much later than that on 11 July 1982, a group of talented young men called Azzurri won a world cup somewhere in Madrid. LOL!!

Did you know Azzurri means light blue? Now you know…

Friday, June 04, 2010

super-imposed, ignorance, so what?

 thirsty anyone?

Saya tiada hati nak ber’blogging’ sebab saya amat kesal, marah dan geram dengan:
Dato' Sri Ahmad Farid Ridzuan
Y. Bhg. Tan Sri Mohamed Jawhar Hassan
Those who can't be name, the untouchable, the never can be wrong...


p/s; I’m sorry but should I be? 
p/s; There's something nicer that u-know-what waiting for us in there-after...