Thursday, December 30, 2010

saya Bujang, saya OK!

We love Khairul Fahmi… :D irrelevant!

‘kalau boleh, semalam dh saye nk kahwin!!!!’ it’s never easy to answer that one over-rated question….

Then; ‘memilih sangat kot?’ HA-HA!! Such a biased assumption because how come we can be choosy when there is none to choose from?

Then; ‘la… so, when then?’ When I said ‘the things is, I’m not ready yet…’

Just when I thought that there are plenty of fish in the sea… it’s the matter of time before you-know-right? (Felt so lame to write those sentences)… and just when I quite agree with the saying that ‘fate doesn’t work on time’… there are then people offered me lifelines… can I just says ‘can you hold that for me for seconds?'

At this moment; I just want to enjoy the easiness of being with myself…

It’s ‘singletini’ they call.

AFF Suzuki Cup 2010

"Jom ramai-ramai beli Swift!!"

Warning; the entry may cause queasiness, nausea and other related symptom. We are not responsible for any but thanks for reading!!

Khairul Fahmi is the man… We love Khairul Fahmi… - tweeted after the game.. ~
 no need to say more right??

1. There’s no need to write about the game or the cup… cos the thing is we finally got it. That’s matter!
2. Harimau Malaya, Khairul Fahmi – top trending in twitter last night.
3. Despite war going on in Twitter and Facebook, both team behave accordingly and it kind of great game. Thumbs up to both team!!
4. But it’s kind of sad because we did not see Malaysian faces among the supporter and the Jalur Gemilang. (we watched it on National TV then; yup! We have no cable whatsoever!) because I have a friend flying there just to watch the game and she did bring the Jalur Gemilang!!!
5. The bestest part is tomorrow is FRIDAYYY and it’s holiday!

6. The most important is We Love Khairul Fahmi…

It’s the leverage of being a girl. You can enjoy the game and still happy even if the game suck! Thanks to people like Khairul Fahmi… my two cents goes to those girl!

Actually, I fall in love with his ability to get the job done very much well… indeed! Safee is Super Safee and Khairul Fahmi is Super Saver!

Yeah! He is taken but we still love Khairul Fahmi… and there is always another Khairul Fahmi!! ~no offend ya!!

Eh, lupe satu perkara… thanks Mr.PM. We love you… Khairul Fahmi!!

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

♥ D dearest... ♥

Did you know that you are sexy?
Not that I think you are but bald is sexy…
Did you know we talk about you a lot?
A lot than we should… at meals, while watching tv and lots of other time…
Did you know that we know your dinner time?
We are not stalking but you always give us that clue…
Did you that I could recognize you even from the far? LOL!!
But;
Why you never smile every time I smile at you?
Why didn’t you hold the lift for us?
Did we accidentally offend you? Oh, you are such a baby if are….

It’s not that we really crazy about you…
But, I think it is great if we can be like other…

We think you are out of the ordinary…
Did you feel the same bout us?

Just so you know… we 'glad' having you in our life.

D; you are stone-er than stone...

Love,
It’s ME D~

p/s; did you know that we live next to you??? And yes, I purposely make that noise just to let you know I’m home!!!

Friday, December 17, 2010

what BERRY are you?

I guest this is the latest hip online game in Malaysia right now.. LOL! it's simple... and I heard you can win a bb too... Awesomeness!!! I don't know how but it's free bb for damn sure.. the game is vv simple n fun...

I've known this game for quite sometimes... just got the chance today... and I've done more than 50 times already... I'm easily addicted to online stuff... the first time I did it, my rank was 10,000 plus... now, I rank at 2000 plus... not that bad right...

How to play? You have to answer 5 MCQ… there’s no WRONG answer tho… you get 2 marks for each Q… and there will be a Berry Game… 3 easy-fun-sure can score-kind-of –game… then, you’ll get the “What Berry Are You”

I’m AiryBerry first… there are almost 50 Berry… from KiasuBerry to CelebBerry, to PlayplayBerry to AwesomeBerry to GeekyBerry… LOL!

Want to try your luck? Just go to http://whatberry.com.my/

Thursday, December 16, 2010

For anything else; there is migraine…

***Migraine***

It’s something equal to PMS… but migraine can be torture most of the times… sometimes I felt like banging my head to the wall… or just to sit in total darkness… and not to mention the urge to withdraw everything you eat through vomiting… the nausea, undesirables pain in the head and such… it’s really painful.

Back then, I just took pain killer and it gone… with time, I have to go for a higher dose. It’s scary… but there’s no other way…

Then, I tried peppermint tea. It works but not as good as pain killer. Or I tried to take a nap… then I used the peppermint cream. Massage it around neck and forehead. It did help to ease the pain. Recently my mum bought me a medicated pillow… the pillow is great… I can skip the pain killer… now; I just took the pain killer if the peppermint tea or the pillow didn’t work.

They said coffee and chocolate are the cause of migraine. So, it a BIG NO. Thus, I’ll get a free lecturer whenever I ate chocolate or make a coffee.

Been having this pain-in-the-ass-head for quite some times, I know what I can or can’t.

  • I can’t be exposed to direct sunbeam… the bright sunlight would instantly give me migraine.
  • I can’t stay long in hot and crowded places…
  • Starving… instead of gastric, I got migraine.
  • Pillow… only 100% cotton made by mum… and the one bought by her.
  • Rain drops… especially when it just started… even if it just few drops… the effect would be as if I was exposed to the bright sunlight.

Chocolate and coffee? I did not know how to describe but I don’t heart when people said “I told you so…”

I’m a sucker to chocolate and coffee… period.

I believe that both didn’t contribute to the pain-in-head… erm, I want to believe that…

I used to keep a journal on this pain-in-head stuff… to sort of kept track of what happened. That is why I damn sure that chocolate and coffee won’t give me that pain-in-head.

Thanks to the journal and my mum, I’m now knows how to get away to that pain-in-head. I have extra reason every time they said “x kenyang lagi ke?” or “aik, makan lagi??” LOL! I just happen to have very high metabolism.

And for the sunshine; the fact is we have a lot of sunshine… I always joke that I must have been mistakenly born here… I should have pop up some place like Milan… irrelevant; I know!

Chow… chow… gonna get some latte!!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

First there is ME… (The grammar is out...)

Then; there were YOU…

Us…

&%;*@^%*(*@

Then..
it just

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Not to forget... 
 those the-click-on-it-could-mean-more-than-like ‘like’ button…


...Internet sometimes makes life damn complicated…

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

I shall paint the skies red if I had to…
I would beg till the sun rise...
I’ll count to the last fallen leaf of that quintessence autumn...
I shall…
To have that promise.

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It’s strange how strangers’ words could hit the heart so hard…

I hate that I heart my job so much it becomes too personal…

Monday, December 13, 2010

it's a Bayerische Motoren Werke

German engineered... BMW
I'm a sucker for Beamer, M3, BMW or whatever name they call it...

they said "only cock drive BMW...." but who cares right!!

Friday, December 10, 2010

******ME*********

I never wake up in the middle of the night to pee… NEVER

I never get up in the middle of the night just because I’m STARVING. I did few times woke up but never thought of getting up and get something to eat… maybe I should one day… it sound cool and maybe I should go to sleep with an empty stomach…

I’m xs. I’m skinny and the fact that I’m so tall makes me skinnier… there are few people I know that always said “shida, you are so skinny… x nampak cantik la…” seriously I’m offended and those words really took my esteem. I got sad easily every time people ‘compliment’ how skinny I am. Actually I’m not that easy to get affected by others’ perception or words. If you happen to give such ‘complimentary’ of how ‘great’ I look, you will be on the I-don’t-care list. The funny thing is those people skip meals because they want to be skinny…

I have migraine as excuses… LOL! Crowded places, the afternoon sunbeam, most pillow, heat and starvation cause me migraine. Most of Sunday sunbeam caused me migraine. So I prefer to stay inside my room or places with no direct sunlight. I have no connection with Edward Cullen… just so you know!

I heart to imagine myself as a Chartered Accountant with Master in Physiology. Maybe in 10 years time I would be sitting in an office waiting for client… beside those jezz-y numbers, I’m just listening to their issues. 

~have a nice weekend peeps!!

Wednesday, December 08, 2010

If his ex is a HE…

If he is a married man; chances that they will said ‘if he is capable to, what wrong?’ that might be a minority respond I guest…

If he is widowed; it’s is better than married man right??

If he is total loser; maybe he can change right?

If he was gay; jezz…. I’m speechless.

Gay… 

10 years ago it was an odd… but nowadays gay is like drug addict… common but still taboo…

We don’t talk about it because they told us that it is one of the ‘sensitive issues…’

We know it was wrong but they told us that it is not us to decide… I said ‘haven’t you heard the history?’

ISLAM is the most straight forward religion in term of what can and what can’t. If something is outlawed 100 years ago, it is and will always outlaw now or later on.

Why Islam outlaw gay?

Imagine this; let say we put 100 gays in an island. Let them be independent on how they want to live their life. What will happen in 50 years? I can’t really comment but one thing for sure is it will be 100 or less of them. And with time, they will become dinosaur… extinct. Scientifically because sperm + sperm can’t resulted into another gay…

The above is not written in any Islamic books or whatever… just an example. In Islam, one of Muslim responsibility is to breed a child who would eventually spread out the value of Islam. But how it will possible if you are gay? Pardon me if I’m wrong…

Gay so as others morally sickening behaviour are becoming less and less taboo and commonly associate as ‘sensitive issue’. It’s more sickening when we are make to accept it and can but did nothing to deter it.

I’m against gay not just because it is wrong but because of it, I could possibly not being able to meet those eyes that melt my heart…. worst is my husband's ex is a HE… jezz!!!! Or my son chooses to be gay because it’s acceptable… the later is just a saying!!

I couldn’t help but eeuww-ed every time I heard Adam singing the ‘If I Have Don't You’. The thought ‘he sing the song to a he’ alone is rather annoying.

Saturday, December 04, 2010

The so much over-rated list…

… maybe some!!. So, here is my incomplete-yet-not-so-much-over-rated list;

  • Tall, dark and handsome…. (It’s the standard criteria right??)
  • Nice smile
  • Makes me laugh whenever I need one
  • Love kids
  • Respect the elderly
  • Not penny-pinching
  • Don’t leave the dirty clothes around the house
  • Won’t frown when I said chores
  • Don’t expect the especially-by-me-meals to be as good as his fav mamak or Pak Abu Tomyam…
  • Eyes that melt my heart...
Once the item on whatever list you have become editable, then only you can see the light…

Just like those spirit on Melinda Gordon series (it’s Ghost Whisperers actually), “I saw the light before… “, “Oh, it’s so beautiful over there…” and then Melinda would say “she went to the light…”

I didn’t mean that light but the concept is about the same… you have to let go some in order to gain some…

Because I believe that people are editable… and I’m editable…

Friday, December 03, 2010

That small house with BIG kitchen…

… is that too much for me to ask???

Someone asked me “nak kenal tak dengan my friend?”

I asked him “bole tak die beli rumah yg ade big kitchen… I mean really BIG one..”

He said “tak nak la tue…”

Don’t blame me… blame Aliff & Sime Darby!!!

Of all the so called life lines… there is one that I keep thinking of… she asked me “dah ade boyfriend ke?” I just grinned… because at that time there was this boy who kept me tangled… was he then… then she said something that makes me want to call her and said those words. I haven’t decided how to tell her I need that without sound so desperate… She then said “kalau nak, bagi tau akak ye…” it’s like she have a line up… LOL!!!

Beside that BIG kitchen, can I that shiny round thing from Tiffany… I’m fine if the rock is not as BIG as my kitchen…

Thursday, December 02, 2010

he who makes me cried...

* suddenly I was thinking of him.. is he still there? 

What an auditors do? We DID NOT DO the accounts but checking those accounts prepared by the accountant. We SAMPLING and look for error… LOL! Basically, our responsibility is to express OUR OPINION on what we have done and that the accounts are free from error and material misstatement.

We sampling, test check, verified the supporting documents and queries for the hanky panky transactions we accidentally found. Those queries are the list that the accountant least like. We don’t like it either…



There is this one time; I went for an audit field for a developer firm. Everything went well until there are few accounts related guys came to the room. Questioning me for the queries I gave to the accounts executive. Hello, I’m just doing my job here!!!He kind of questions my question…. Like why do you want to know about this? I sort of didn’t know how to answer him… then, I accidentally burst into tears…

That accident cost him paying for my lunch that afternoon… I was offered a lunch the next day but I declined… I prefer to have lunch on my own that faking smiles when they asked ‘how’s everything?’ little that they know that I know that they are faking it too… 


Wednesday, December 01, 2010

November end...

It’s raining heavily… and there are lightning & thunders…
I wish I was home…
Find comfort under the warm blanket…
...Wishing the rain won’t stop so soon…

The smell of the coffee is so tempting… Have I told you how much I heart coffee when it's raining? 

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