He sort of
gives me rainbow... which I don’t think I deserve it... but if I ever mentioned
it to him, he would think I’m so impossible to reason with (which I’m) and he
may took away the rainbow He so given me.
expecting thunder and lots of rain... I acted my usual self; a girl who
freaking afraid of growing up and marriage. And I don’t know about others but I
is next after the rainbow? The sun may shine brightly or....
And I said
“so, I can’t buy any more heels now right?” “You can buy when we are in Istanbul
later...” “How many?” I asked. “To the limit...”.
know what he is up to or what is in his mind and I will never know I guest. But
I’m damn sure he really cares about my heels.
pictured of the outcomes in so many ways... of how I want things to turn out to
be... of how should I react to every consequences... I’ve been prepared for
anything.... but if things turn out worst, it could not be that bad caused I
had the worst day ever. Just like what I’ve always told someone every time
she’s scouting for a chalet or hotel. You already had the worst chalet ever
back when we were somewhere, someplace... so, chill!
little reminder for yours truly; if He so want you to have it... you’ll have
Mr.Darcy; As always, I’m deeply sorry.
submitted myself to Him... with open heart and tears for He knows what He knew.
For I still have Him no matter how the day going to treat me. This journey
today may be the longest and the hardest but it’s something I’ve to take, for
there may be a rainbow at the end of the road.
comfortable wearing a flat shoes these couple of weeks... not because I’m
planning to run but because for some reason I don’t feel comfortable
walking in my working shoes. Some of the heels need to be repaired and some
others; I don’t want to wear them cause I’ve never wear them before.
kind of person who keeps everything inside, especially the lowlight of my life.
I just didn’t know how to share it with others and I’m quite sure if I did, I’ll
cry. I couldn’t give you a reason for not sharing my lowlight with you.
read this somewhere, says 10 years from now… just remember this;
I can feel
how seriously and sincerely your feeling towards me. My mind may be deceived by
those chocolate and heels, but not my feeling. And for that, I thank Him. For everything
I have or feel right now, I wish I could talk to you about everything. I know
you’ll be here but I don’t expect you to stay when I’m broke. Definitely wish
you to but it may be too much to ask.
It’s all I
can share with you now… only time can tell about tomorrow. But as of today, I love