Tuesday, October 30, 2012

girlfriend for forever.

I asked him ‘why can’t I be just the girlfriend for forever?’ 

We love each other. No question about that. I just want to be the girlfriend. 

Confused he was by my request. Sad probably, on possibilities of me being a runaway bride. Tired of my never ends denying the fact that we were getting married in less than 100 days. 

Being normal guy of a real world, he gave me sensible answer. Not one which I want him to say. At this point of time, running is not an option. I just have to face it, rain or shine. 

Still, I want to be forever; the girlfriend.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

wedding preparation 1.2

this is the wedding checklist after saying NO and NO to most of everything to a typical Malay wedding. Still, the amount of things to be done just crazy!!! and I keep adding line by days to it.... super crazy!


carpe diem.

There is a saying… 

Stay up all night and let the next day take care of itself.

If you are too busy nose-ing somebody’s garden, you might missed what’s happen on yours. The roses may bloom beautifully… the bees flying around and the rain pouring on a fine afternoon… and such. 

Having said that, the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence. Always! 

And when life’s rough, there are others who have it rougher. Sure nobody need an example right?

Try to walk on shoes which aren’t of your feet size. I haven’t, but sure it won’t complement each other.

Have a nice day peeps!

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

between dairy milk and a heels

He drinks black coffee. I told him I didn’t know how to drink black coffee. I need milk. So he has to buy milk for the house. Not by taking some from his mother kitchen. 

But

He asked me to choose between dairy milk for my coffee and heels. He knew what would I choose so I said I want both. Dairy milk on groceries day and heels on any other day. 

But if I ever have to choose, it would be the milk, no doubt!

Monday, October 22, 2012

in her dream.

In her dream,
The whole world is running.
Leaving her behind…
Empty.
Shattered.
In the silence, all she can hear was her tears

In her dream,
He was there.
Standing… never run nor leave
Collecting shattered soul.
That belongs to his heart.

In her dream,
She knew…
In million years, he would always there
Guarding her from her own feeling

It is more than love
It is something written which written to be.

Tuesday, October 09, 2012

house of heels.

Sent him email of the built in cabinet I found on fb with a hint that I want to have the same on the room he so given me. Yes, he gave me a room inside his our house to put all my whatever.

He replied my email.  And he commented about the floor which ended with a :) 

When he called this morning, he told me something which I’ve been thinking too. What to tell his mother about the cabinet or cupboard (if Mr Darcy so built or bought one for me or so me myself built or bought for myself). She sure freak out on 1)the number of heels I have; 2)the number of heels I never wear; 3)the cabinet or cupboard or the room itself.

The fact that she lives 5 minutes away from us doubled the worry.  

I could tell her that the cabinet or the room was wedding gifts from her lovely son but the heels? It was absurd.